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Sometimes I wonder why I’m no ones first choice

When I forget how fat I am

When I forget how ugly I am

How stupid I am

How useless I am

How worthless I am

When I forget how fucked up I truly am I ask myself why I’m no ones first choice.

And then I remember.

No one wants the fat girl.

The ugly girl

The stupid girl

The useless girl

The worthless girl

No one wants the scarred and tear stained girl.

I skipped school today because i couldnt bear to showmy ugly self around school. Espeacially with all the gorgeous people. Now im in ape shit trouble. Bye tumblr, facebook and music.

Can’t remember what love feels like

Here i am in my room crying and suddently i start to here my aunt and uncle having sex. Now i feel even more depressed and akward. I should stop interfering in there life and live in foster care

Ya I know I’m ugly but why do I have to have stupid nappy black person’s hair.

I’m completely alone. :’(

I wanna feel loved too! :’(

Is it bad that I can’t bring myself to care about anyone. I don’t feel happy and now loving something or someone doesn’t occur to me. Slowly I’m starting to feel neutral.